My give a Damn's Busted

After this last month that is truly how I feel. Do you ever just wonder "what next?" and then Heavenly Father shows you? That is how it has been lately. But the one really good thing about hard times, is that you get to see how many people care about you. Thank's for all the love and support, it really has been appreciated. So bring it on, I'm not going to stress about it anymore, at least I'm gonna try not to.

6 Random Things

6 random things

1- Post the rules on your blog.
2- List 6 random things about yourself.
3- Tag 6 people at the end of your post.
4- Let each person know they have been tagged.

#1- I have made it one it one full year being a Relief Society Teacher, without swearing while teaching my lesson! (My mom didn't think I could do it.)


#2- I will NOT eat red or blue M&M's. The red ones taste funny and I just don't want to eat the blue ones, food should not be that color.

#3- I am not dealing with the fact that my oldest child will be attending Jr. High this next school year. I am NOT old enough to have a child in Jr. High am I?

#4- I was bored today and took one of those silly quizzes on Facebook called, "Could you kill someone?" , it said that I needed anger management, really, you think, have you been at my house at bedtime? The fact that no one has died yet tells me that I'm not doing too badly.

#5- I am totally paranoid that my husband is going to die. It causes me major anxiety, and I hate when he leaves to go more than 30 miles away, or for longer than a workday. I know Iam weird!

#6- Sometimes (actually A LOT of the time) I wish I was deaf. I know it's awful, but my children all talk A LOT and by the end of the day my ears hurt and my brain is on major overload. It would be nice to live in quite and just get to enjoy their beautiful faces and not have to hear all the noise.

I tag:
Emily
Tori
Stephanie
You
Yourself
And your dog

Okay I have to rant for just a minuite, the Dr. at the emergency room in A.F. is an idiot! When we were there the other night he told me that if they did the test for meningitis that we would most likely be admitted. So he did the test, which consisted of him inserting a large needle into Stevens back and getting a sample of spinal fluid, they told us that we were being admitted and then about 30 minuits later the Dr. comes in and tells that whatever Steven has, it IS NOT meningitis and that we are being discharged and to follow up with ouf family Dr. in two days. So two days later, and Steven is still not feeling any better, we go to see our family Dr. and he pulls the labs from the E.R. and proceeds to tell us that Steven DOES have meningitis and that he never should have been released from the hospital! Apparently the E.R. Dr. took the spinal fluid sample , but never bothered to get the results, and just sent us home! If it had been bacterial Steven could have died! So the moral of my story is, if you have to go the E.R. in American Fork, and your Dr. is Mich Jones- ASK FOR ANOTHER DR.!

And the winter drags on.....

So it's been awhile since my last blog entry, but sadly nothing much has changed. Why is winter so boring? I don't have any new pictures to share because, seriously who wants to take pictures when it's just hazy grey skies and dirty snow. I think we should do a "Spring dance", you know like a rain dance, but for Spring. I am still looking for a job, and that has been taking up a lot of my time so uh, that's why I have been a slacker where blogging concerned.
You know that your life is sad when the only thing exciting you've done lately is visit the emergency room. Well that is where I got the pleasure of spending last night. Steven came home from work on Tuesday and looked like death. The whites of his eyes were completely red. He went to bed and I couldn't get him so wake up long enough to have a drink. He continued to get worse and was in a lot of pain. When I checked on him last night he actually asked to go to the Dr., fir those of you who know Steven, he DOES NOT go to Dr.'s. I knew that there had to be something really wrong if he was willing to go. He was in so much pain, it was awful to watch him, it really scared me. He did not have the flu, he did not have strep, and he did not have meningitis, he has some kind of infection somewhere but they don't know exactly where. He is doing better today and hopefully will keep feeling better. Thank you to Bro. Sargent and Bro. Gamble for coming to give him a blessing, I'm sure with out it we'd still be at the hospital, before they came we were told we were being admitted, and after the blessing his fever started going down and he was able to talk to us and tell us how he was feeling. Thank goodness for the priesthood and the men who hold it!